Another day closer to feeling better, that's what I keep telling myself when the recovery process starts to make the day tough. I don't have much energy and it seems like the most simple tasks exhaust me . When the Dr told me the recovery would take about 3 weeks , I was sure I wouldn't take that long., but this is week #2 and i'm still in the process. I tried this morning to do some light housework and it has made me dizzy feeling and nauseous ! Not sure why that is happening . I managed to hand wash some dirty dishes because the dishwasher is full and I can't bend and stretch to put the clean ones away .
I feel like a bout of depression is headed my way ,if i'm being honest it's probably already here and I am just now recognizing it . The meds I take make me drowsy and tired all day and I am hoping it's just those leaving my system . I want to go outside and get some fresh air ,which usually improves my mood . I don't feel like chatting with the ones who may see me outside as I'm hurt that they haven't made any effort to see if we need anything --not even a facebook post from them about how things are and if I need anything . Which I don't because my husband and older son have been doing things around the house . It would still be nice to hear the words. And when they need me , I will still be there for them because I just can't be that person .
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